Will

I would like to will everything to Michael Hahn. And by everything, I mean everything. I want him to be just like me next year and in order for that to happen, I will give Michael Hahn my car, my house, my parents, my dog, my gameboy advance, my room, my clothes, my shoes, my brothers, my love of the ladies, my huge muscles, my blackberry, my blogspot, my twitter/facebook account, my love of steak, my Brass Wok 15 dollar gift certicate and everything else that I forgot. I love Michael Hahn..

Someone Leaving

This next year I will be in college. This means a lot of things but most importantly, leaving my friends behind. I have a lot of friends in high school, although I am only going to Lincoln, this means that I probably won't stay in contact with many of my friends I have made at Fremont High. I guess this is kind of sad but it is just another chapter in my life and I will have to do whatever it takes. I want to be a good friend to the new friends I will meet in college and this will probably mean cutting ties with former acquintances back in good 'ol Fremont Nebraska.

Hurt Feelings

Hurt feelings... when I get my feelings hurt I usually forget about ten minutes later. Sometimes I think I should care more when my feelings get hurt but then I forget about my own little pity party and remember I don't hold grudges. I guess sometimes I say stuff that hurts people's feelings and then they hold grudges against me. But I dunno I guess I am different.

Elementary School

When I was in elementary school I had a huge crush on Haley McWilliams. My crush for her made me basically become a creepy stalker. I used to always follow her and try and get her to chase me. One particular day, she started chasing me. I liked Haley but i was convinced she had cooties so I started to run away. I went over the susension bridge at Linden Elementary, I tripped and proceeded to hit my head on a big metal beam. I cried and my forehead swelled up. I had my dad come pick me up and he took me out for ice cream to help me forget the huge knot on my forehead.

Six words

Crazy, fun, spontaneous, emotional, pretty

Love

ok..hmm.. love.. Thinking about love I can't say I have ever loved anyone outside of my family, which makes this blog rather difficult to write. I have been in two relationships in high school, the first was a huge mistake that lasted for two years and the current relationship is still in the opening processes. I didn't love my first girlfriend and I don't love the girl I am with now. I know it is very high schoolish to say that you have loved someone by the time you are 12 but I dunno I guess it just isn't me to fall in love.. I want to love someone but I guess I will have to wait a while for that to happen...ughh love.

Self-Reflection

I want to do a year in review for my self reflection. This year I have had to apply to colleges, fill out countless scholarship applications and attend scholarship days. My entire senior year has basically been filled with preperation for my future and quite frankly I am tired of it. I know that it is vital that I help pay for my college expenses but I just want to kick back and be lazy for my senior year. I guess it isn't so bad because next year it will definately pay off, but for now I am tired and I just wanna give up. I guess this has kind of turned into a rant about how much I hate scholarships and college business but when I think of myself right now that is all I think of.