Self-Reflection

I want to do a year in review for my self reflection. This year I have had to apply to colleges, fill out countless scholarship applications and attend scholarship days. My entire senior year has basically been filled with preperation for my future and quite frankly I am tired of it. I know that it is vital that I help pay for my college expenses but I just want to kick back and be lazy for my senior year. I guess it isn't so bad because next year it will definately pay off, but for now I am tired and I just wanna give up. I guess this has kind of turned into a rant about how much I hate scholarships and college business but when I think of myself right now that is all I think of.