Love

ok..hmm.. love.. Thinking about love I can't say I have ever loved anyone outside of my family, which makes this blog rather difficult to write. I have been in two relationships in high school, the first was a huge mistake that lasted for two years and the current relationship is still in the opening processes. I didn't love my first girlfriend and I don't love the girl I am with now. I know it is very high schoolish to say that you have loved someone by the time you are 12 but I dunno I guess it just isn't me to fall in love.. I want to love someone but I guess I will have to wait a while for that to happen...ughh love.